...and i am sick.

But after this weekend i should be better. Im also hoping to see Chase.. but now im too scared too...

Heres the story..

Chases mother was really sick, she had really bad heart problems. And all i knew is that she was in the hospital. I want on Myspace today.. and i started flipping out, "thats not true, its not .. is it?"

Im feeling guilty.. it said : 'RIP Mama (11-12-08).' My mom said i shouldnt feel guilty.. but i do.. because i knew he was lonely and i couldnt hang out with him... and now.. this.. i feel so bad, and sad.. confused! I dont know if its real, or if its a song..

Im praying its not real, its not true.. im praying so hard..

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I wasnt at school today because i got really sick this morning. Went to the docs, and he took some blood, xrays, and made me.. yeah. The normal thing because something..

Plus, they thought i was preggy... XD

Ill be fine after this weekend is what he said.

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Im hopeing Chase will come up.. i really want to comfort him.. if this is not a lie..

--Because im borreedd~--

GEMINI (May 21-June 20)

PERSONALITY: The sign of the twins mean twice the fun. Gemini is talkative, restless, quick-witted, and occasionally flighty. Your airy sign rules understanding and communication.

WHY PEOPLE LOVE YOU: You're quick-witted, you're playful, and you're never dull.

Quiz:: [link]

THE MYTH OF GEMINI: The twins in question are Castor and Pollux, half-brothers by Leda. Pollux was the son of Zeus and therefore immortal, but Castor was mortal. When (in the course of the usual adventures) Castor was killed, Pollux was so distraught that Zeus granted the twins immortality for half of each year.

YOUR SIGN: The Twins A certain Sag needs your companionship, friendship, and acceptance. You have been looking for a guy/girl who can appreciate you for who you are, but you might have already found him/her. A younger girl/guy might have a growing interest in you. Don't dismiss him/her so easily. Look past

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What i got:
Drummer

FRANTIC! EXCITED! Coooooll... Any of these words fit you since you're the drummer! You're full of energy and are always up for a good laugh but you know when to be serious... Not saying you'll get serious, though...

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What i got:
You're kind and sympathetic!

You probably care a lot about other people's feelings, life, and animals. You think that everybody matters, even the tiniest ant on the sidewalk. People like you because you care about them. You might want to climb out of that shell, though, and be a little more assertive. Being caring is good, as long as you mix that with leadership.

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What i got:
DARK

You love the monster you've become. You drain your victims dry just because you can. You're cruel and thing your a superior being.

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Quiz:: [link]

What i got:
Cleopatra

Cleopatra was arguably the greatest female ruler of all time. She was passionate, brave, and creative. She is said to have impressed even the great Caesar by having herself smuggled into Alexandria in a rug. She was bold and daring, and stronger than any female ruler before her time. She singlehandedly kept Egypt from the jaws of Rome throughout her reign, quite an accomplishment at that time. You, like her, are dignified and graceful, and take pride in all you do. You like to be surrounded by luxury, but you are not distracted, and take your repsonsibilities very seriosuly.

weird.. neh?!

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Thats all, ..for now..
XD

<3

Name: Nikku, Nikki
Single or taken: Taken
Sex: Female
Birthday: May 26th


Sign: Gemini
Siblings: Younger Sister, Older Brother
Hair color: Currently;; bleached with my roots showing.. original;; brown
Eye color: Brown
Height: Around 5' 1"


R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi

Who are your best friends?: Chase, Sarah, Usagi, Choji, Skippy, Sakura, Ino...... any many many more

You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes

What is your longest relationship?: 2-3 in a half years? i think

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Doesnt really matter to me, as long as i find something ill wear

Any tattoos or piercings: My ears are pierced..

What is your most comfortable outfit?: A tee shirt and shorts

What do you usually wear?: Blue jeans and a black tee, band tee.. and a sweater



S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: ...

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantine.. i think thats how its spelled

What are you most scared of?: Not quite sure.. depends

What are you listening to right now: Still Doll - Vampire Knight

Who is the last person that you called?: Uh.. not sure..

Who is the last person that called you?: Not for me, but my Gma

Where do you want to get married?: I dunno.. XD


F A V O R I T E S
Colors: BLOOD..red, pink, black, bright blue, lime green, etc

Food: none.. dun wanna get fat o.o >.<'

Movies: Dont care

Animal: Kitty or puppy <3


H A V E | Y O U | E V E Rl
Given anyone a bath?: <_<' Maybe '>_>

Bungee jumped?: Nah, i wanna though

Made yourself throw up?: ..Not really

Skinny dipped?: Nope

Ever been in love?: Yes.... =[

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I dunno

Cried when someone died?: None that i know of, because i didnt know them...

Rejected someone?: Yes

Done something you regret?: Yes, recent..



C U R R E N T
Clothes: Blue jeans, an under shirt, and a black tee

Music: Naruto Ondo - Uzamaki Naruto

Annoyance: Almost everything..


L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for?: Skippy

You texted: Dont have a cell..

You cuddled with: Mmm.. Choji? before he left school?.. yeah

You kissed: ....................................

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Most of the time

Open-minded: Sometimes

Insecure: Almost always

Moody: Always

Hard working: Depends what im working hard on....

Organized: Not really XD

Healthy: Not sure..

Difficult: Definentally

Angry: Sorta

Sad: Yes

Happy: A little tiny tinny bit..

Hyper: Yes

Trusting: Not really always, but most of the time





NOW..
Can you name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people...
This is a lot more fun if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

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1. Chase


2. Sarah


3. Skippy


4. Usagi


5. Choji

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How did you meet 2?
In middle school


Have you ever seen 4 cry?
HA! no..

Would 3 and 4 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHAhahahahAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! no!

Are you good friends with 2
I guess


do you think 4 is cute?



Something about number 1?
I love him, and he loves me...

How did you meet 1?
Either when i first moved into my old apartments, or when i went to elementary with him ^^


What's 5's favorite color?
....Black? XD maybe red..?


What would you do if 4 just confessed that they liked you?
>/////>


Fact about 2?
Shes crazy in a good way ^^


What does 1 do for a living?
Be loving ?...


Would you ever live with 4 ?
O/////////////O


Is 2 single?
She might be, why? ;3



Where does 4 live?
In a big house..


What do you think about 3?
She is a good caring person, but she doesnt seem to stay in a good mood around Usagi.. o.o'

Who is 4 going out with?
'>_>


What do you like about number 3?
Shes nice, and fun.. i love her, because she is my master ~meow~

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Today was amazingly short because of the half day at school. Annoying too. Other then that, the weekend was good, i went to the movies with Choji, Usagi, Skippy, Sakura, and Usagis lil bro. We got bored of the movie, so we just went to the arcade, played some games, got some tickets, and Skippy and Usagi got some prizes with their tickets. Then we walked over to BEST BUY, and went into the insterment area, and i played PIANO, and Usagi did too, and Usagis little brother played the GUITAR. His little bro is AMAAAAAAAAAAAAZING~ at playing the guitar. Someday i will bring my camara over to his house and record. Put it up on the VEOH account that Skippy and I share.

Other then that.. i dunno.. im listening to MUZIK <3 and am dancing a little. Then i might watch some anime. Im home alone, so i can be as loud as i want, til my mom comes home atleast.

I think im getting sick, my nose is running, my thoat is itching, and im coughing.. my low left side of my back hurts, like someone has been beating me up.

GAH, im getting sick! THE FLU?!?!?!!? NOooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo'z XD

What ever.. well thats all for now i guess..

[ Please look at NOVEMBER 8, 2008's JOURNAL ]

I decided to make a site, to try and earn some money.

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Its okay, dont look if you dont want to.

Well, today was pretty boring, i was practically the only one in my class today, well.. in the after noon. In the morning Choji and Usagi were here, but now its just another student and I.

I might get a job soon, its going to be really fun. Im going to work at the Movie Theater. So yeah, the pay is $6.55.. i cant wait. I can get 1 person in free with me if i go to the movies, but they will need to get their own snacks and drinks. ALSO! .. i dont remeber what i was going to type, because im listening to other people talk, lol. My teachers.

I found a few collages i might want to go to, i want to go to a ART collage, or i want to go to a hairstyling collage, im kind excited. Ooh, i want to go to Summer School too, because if possible, i would like to graduate from school before i should. If you know what i mean. So if i want to do that, i would need to get more credits faster. I want to get my GED too, but yeah. Im not really sure.

Today went better then normal days, i feel happy.. because, well i dont know why. Just do. I cant wait to get home, hopefully some people will be online, and maybe i will be on a little late, because i want to play some Naruto.

I cant wait till the weekend, i might hang out with Skippy-dono, and Choji. Maybe .. or maybe just Skippy-dono.

Dude, but.. i really cant wait till this summer, because the new Naruto Shippuden is coming out! I cant WAIT!

....lately it hasent been working..
so...........

IF you want to see my pictures you will need to go to my myspace.

Sorry.

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Just ask to add me so you can view my profile and my pictures if you cant on a normal link/page or what ever.

Sorry, and thanks.